Saturday, May 20, 2006

Slow News Day

So it seems that my previous post was a bit presumptuous. While I am certainly displeased, angry even that I didn't get it, depressed I am not. In fact I'm doing quite well all things considered. Now I'm going to go enjoy a day off doing whatever with my best friend. I can't think of a better way to spend my day right now!

Thursday, May 18, 2006

No Exit

Now I try not to be an arrogant person. I figure I know what I am capable of, and those who I wish to affiliate myself with are usually able to figure it out as well, if not fully than at least enough to do the job. So when someone is unable to see it, especially when it is most important, it bothers me. It makes me wonder if I shouldn't be more arrogant, exploit my intellect the way I once did. For those that haven't heard yet or didn't see the bulletin, I didn't get the job I applied for. I do not apply for a job unless I believe I am not only capable but likely to be the best at it. So when a job that so perfectly fits my talents slips through my fingers, well it is painful to say the least.

I sit in my current job bored out of my fucking mind. The ONLY thing I like about my job is the people. Everything else about it seriously makes me want to shoot my face off.

I could probably write on and on about this, but it hasn't fully hit me yet. Suffice it to say that by the time this is over I think I'm going to be a bit depressed, and by a bit I mean a lot. However for those of you that might worry, me being depressed a lot is probably pretty mild compared to most people so you need not worry about my well-being :D.

So to all of this I have only one question:

What's next?